I didn't cry. I didn't even want to.
It felt somehow wrong. It was neither what I wanted it to be, nor what I expected it to be, but it still could be fine. And for some reason it wasn't.
I have to write something to make this story as it should be.
It makes me a bad fan, I suppose.

Guys who loved it make me happy, really. I wish I could love it as much as you did. I'll keep reading your reviews and then may be my headcanon will change. I hope so.

Feelings messed up, yeah.